::.wElCoMe To NaKiShIwA's bLoG.::

2010-07-07T18:17:00.001+08:00

Baby went back to camp le .

Sad sad ):

So lonely . Like no body able to be wit me and accompany me .

Hais .

2010-06-25T00:15:00.002+08:00

Went To Np To Meet Baby.. After That Went To Paragon To Buy Some Stuff. After That Went To Northpoint To Meet Eddie And Co.. Had Dinner And Went To Do Up My New Com. Met Cheryl Sis.. Went To 921 Look For Shawn And Met Boon And My Bro.. See Them Have Dinner And Went To Collect My Pc Monitor. Den Headed Home.. =) That My Activity Today.. =)

Miss My Baby.. Hope To See Her Asap..

2010-06-19T01:38:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !
Guess whom i am ?
Hehes .
Going town tmr with tis silly baobeh .
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Him !

2010-05-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

Helping my Dearest Hubby to post his blog .
Below de pictuer all i post leh .
Left out tis picture just now .
So uploading it now .
Hubby is at chalet .
Im worried and missing him terribly .
Wish hubby will be fine .
Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEXTER !
(:
Will post to here , my turn to post my blog .
Byeeeeeeeeeee!
Loves Dickson ♥
Loves my boy ' Dickson '

2010-05-20T21:48:00.018+08:00

2010-05-13T03:43:00.003+08:00

2010-05-11T03:40:00.000+08:00

Sorry For Not Updating Lately.. Will Be Posting Real Soon.. Promise Ya? =)

2010-05-03T19:56:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooo !
Baby laopo here to here laogong update (:
Met laogong at 10am at his hse .
And baby went to settled his stuff .
And i accompany him to sunplaza .
After baby went orchard wit yonglin to buy some gucci stuff .
And i went home .
After went they cab back baby fetch me at my hse downstair .
And we went north point .
Baby and me ate yogurt .
And we went to eat pasta mania .
And baby went to bought ps3 .
And we went to his hse and now post bye !!!!!!!!!

MN-R* Match Day

2010-04-18T04:38:00.004+08:00

Hi People.. Had A Great Day With Most Of My Members Playing Against Team CVC.. We Won 4 Points In Total. Great Job Guys.. Without You People, MN-R* Will Not Exist. I Take This Chance To Say A BIG THANK YOU!! You Guys Rocks!! And Finally Get To Take A Photo That Consist Most Of Us. Shall Upload It Once I Get It From Velarie~~ Hope There Will Really Be 41 People In The Family Photo Soon. That My Wish!!! Hehes.. After The Match Headed Down To Northpoint To Meet Baby. Pei Her Awhile Den She Go Home Le.. Den Went To 921 Look For Shawn And Yiling. Soon Adrain And Co Came. Slacked, Ate And Chat Jiu Went To Bottle Tree Park. See Them Prawn And Etc. Finally Now At 4.38 I Reached Home.. Hao Ba.. Shall Stop Here.. Gonna Bath Jiu Slp Le.. If Not Later Baby Know I Slp Late Gonna Scold Me Le =X Nitex Peeps!!

2010-04-16T02:10:00.001+08:00

I Changed My Blog Skin.. Hope Its Ok.. Well Time For Me To Slp Le.. Update Again Tomorrow.. Nitex

2010-04-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

Woo!! I Come To Realise I Super Duper Long Nv UPDATE!! Wakaka!! K La.. Will Learn Not To Be So Lazy Le.. Anyw I Update Some New Songs.. Enjoy~~

2010-01-22T13:21:00.001+08:00

2010-01-10T15:28:00.002+08:00

2010-01-05T21:45:00.001+08:00

2009-12-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

2009-12-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

Yoyo.. Shall Post Ltr Tonight..

2009-12-13T15:33:00.001+08:00

2009-12-13T01:14:00.001+08:00

2009-11-29T13:27:00.001+08:00

2009-11-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

=)

2009-11-22T00:21:00.000+08:00

=(

2009-11-12T15:57:00.004+08:00

Today Me And Baby Rest At My Hse.. Really Love Spending Time With Her.. But Well Its Oways Short Spanned.. Hope I Can Spent More Time With Her.. Sometime I Look At Our Pictures I Felt Like Crying.. Because I Really Miss Her Jux So Much.. Jux Wanna Hope My Ns Term Faster Fly Past.. Soon I'm Booking In To My Camp Le.. So Wont Be Updating.. Shall Stop Here Le.. Love Baby Lots!! Muacks!! Tata~

2nd Mth

2009-11-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2nd MONTH MY DEAR!!!

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2009-11-09T12:15:00.002+08:00

Today Its Monday And Its A Long Week For Me Again.. Nowadays My Life Is So Bored And Meaningless.. Everyday Serve The Fuck Nation Oso Dunno For Wat.. Like Got Prize To Be Won Lyk Tat.. Hope That Time Can Go Faster So That I Can Serve Finish The Stupid NS.. Well Tomorrow Its Me And My Baby's 2nd Mth Anniversary.. But I'm In Camp.. Damm!! Baby.. Hope You Dun Mind Wor.. =) Now I'm Waiting See Baby Got Come Meet Me Or Not... She Just Wake Up Sia.. Pig Nor.. Hehes..

51109

2009-11-05T09:38:00.001+08:00

Morning Ppl!! So Sianx.. Everyday So Early Wake Up Oso Dunno For Wat.. Haiish.. Hope Ltr Can Meet Baby.. Miss Her So Much Lo!! =(

Fuck Sia

2009-11-04T19:16:00.003+08:00

Due To Some Stupid Error Of Blogger.. I Need To Redo My Blog.. Ass.. Now Dunno This Skin Nice Or Not..

Hate

2009-11-04T16:04:00.001+08:00

I Hate My Life Now!! Those Untrusted Friends Pls Fuck Off Thanks!!

=(

2009-11-04T12:58:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I Feel Am I The A Person Ppl Trust Or Ppl Jus Take Me For Granted.. Well.. Its Hard To Say Though.. Somehow I Felt I Dun Even Know Quite Alot Of Thing Nowadays.. Does Secret Really So Good To Be Kept? Haiish.. My Feeling Tell Me I'm Losing Someting Again Soon.. We Shall See Whether Its True Or Not Ba..

And To That Fucker.. Better Stop Msging Her Before I Step In.. Who I'm Talking About You Yourself Shld Know Better..

Muacks!

2009-11-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

=)

2009-11-02T19:49:00.001+08:00

Hi Ppl.. I'm With My Laopo, Shawn And Yiling At My Hse.. Abit Lazt To Update So I Shall Update Later..

Short Book Out

2009-10-24T15:44:00.004+08:00

Today Is A Short Bookout Day As Tomorrow I Got Live Firing Range.. Gonna Keep It Short.. Today Suppose To Meet Baby But End Up Cant Cos Of Some Problem.. But Nvm.. Still Got Next Week.. =) Shall Meet My Dear Friends Asap..

Baby.. Sorry Wor.. I Know Now I'm In Ns You Really Have A Hard Time But Hope Nothing Will Go Wrong Between The Both Of Us Ok? No Matter Where Am I My Mind And Heart Is All About You.. Cos You Are Unforgetable And A Special Person To Me.. Please Really Take Good Care Of Yourself When I'm Not Around Ok? Really Hope To See You Soon.. Muacks!! Love Ya~~

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2009-10-20T14:57:00.002+08:00

Going Back Camp Soon.. Tata~~

Baby.. I'm Sorry If I Caused You To Feel Up Sad Just Now.. Really Didn't Mean To.. Hope U Will Forgive Me.. Wo Ai Ni Wor!! I'm Yours And Forever !!!

Signing Off,
Dickson Hubby
-DLE- 1o.o9.o9

^_^

2009-10-19T09:31:00.002+08:00

Well.. Today Is My Last Day To Relax Myself Le As I'm Booking In Camp Tonight.. But I Feeling Damm Happy Now Cause I Can Get To Meet My Baby Later.. Its Like Finally Nor.. For The Past Two Days I Kept Thinking Of Her Every Single Min.. Cant Get My Mind Off Her.. But The Sad Part Is.. This Week I Might Not Able To Meet Her As I Got Live Firing Range.. I'm Sorry Baby..

DearDear.. I Know I Said This Before But Just Let Me Say This Again.. You Are Very Important To Me.. I Cant Imagine What My Life Would Be If U Left Me.. Its Been Quite Some Time I Really Fall So Deeply In Love With Someone Le.. I Do And I Will Always Be Your Baby.. Promise To Love You Forever.. You Are Being Locked In My Heart.. No One Will Be Able To Replace You.. =) Wo Ai Ni 184!! Muacks!!

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2009-10-18T08:46:00.003+08:00

Morning Everyone!! Ytd Pei Baby Till She Fall Asleep.. Really Enjoyed My Time Being With Her.. And Hope Today Can Meet Dao Her.. Cos Nv See Her For 1 Day Already Miss Her So Much Le.. Haiish.. Now Waiting For Shawn To Wake Up See Is He Still Going Bottle Tree.. =)

Later If Got Time Den Update Again.. Tata~~

=)

2009-10-17T13:11:00.003+08:00

Hello People.. Came Back From Camp Yesterday.. Upon Reaching Home I Quickly Have A Shower And Rush To Tz To Meet My Baby.. The Feeling Is Like So Happy Lo.. Throughout This Whole Week I Miss Her Till Wan Go Crazy Le Lo.. Everyday In Camp I Can Only See Her Photo And Talk To Her For Only A Short Period Of Time.. Sometime I Wonder Why I Must Go Thru All This... So Xing Ku Nerhx.. But I Hope My Baby Will Be With Me Forever Nerhx.. Cos I Really Really Love Her SO Much Nor.. She's My Everything.. She The Only One I Ever Need.. Muacks!!

=)

2009-10-11T09:10:00.003+08:00

Well.. This Few Days I Really Enjoyed Being Together With My Baby Wor.. Really Must Thank Her For Taking The Time Out To Accompany Me.. Dear.. If U Wan Me Say Out How Much I Love You Too Bad I Dunno.. But I Just Love You Just So So So Much!! Every Night I Keep Flip And Turn Because I Cant Slp As My Mind Is Full Of You.. At Times When We On Phone I Did Drop Bits Of Tears As I Just Too Overjoyed To Hear Your Voice.. When The Days I'm In Camp I Get Emo And Felt Lonely Because You Are Not By My Side.. Hope The Days Faster Over And I Can Really Stay By Your Side To Give You My Love, My Protection, My Time And My Everything.. I'm Really So Sorry That I Have To Let You Suffer Now In This Manner.. Just Bear With Me Ok? No Matter Where Am I Or Wat I Do.. Not Even 1 Min Or 1 Sec I Didnt Not Think Abt You.. Cos Your Are My Only Wifey And In My Eyes I Only Have You.. Even Though Sometime You Make Me Jealous Or Tell Me Got Pretty Gal All That Oso Wont Change My Love Towards You De.. Just Wanna Celebrate Many More Month With You Or If Possible Spent The Rest Of Life Just Being With You Wor!!! WO AI NI DAO YONG YUAN!! MUACKS!! -DLE- 1o.09.o9

Signing Off,
Nakishiwa

1st mth

2009-10-10T08:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR!!!

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2009-10-04T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hi Ppl.. Gonna Keep It Short As I'm Going Back Camp Le.. Well.. Shall Meet U Guys This Sat Again.. Take Care!!

To Baby, Hubby Will Be Missing You De.. And Not The First Time I Saying Wor.. Haha So You Know De Right? Love You So So So Much!! Muacks!!

=)

2009-09-27T18:31:00.002+08:00

Baobei Dear Dear.. I Going Camp Le.. You Must Take Care Of Yourself When I'm Not With You Ok? Dun Forget I Will Be Missing 24/7 De.. And My Love For You Is Always The Same And Will Not Fade No Matter What Happens.. See Ya!! Muacks Muacks!!

Best Friend And Co Take Care Too.. Meet U Guys Next Sat!!

^^

2009-09-27T11:11:00.002+08:00

Ytd Came Back From Camp Jiu Went To Np Meet Dear Dear.. Saw Her As In Like Woo Finally!! Really So Happy Nor.. Spent Time With Her Ytd.. After That Shawn Came.. Den Yiling Too.. We Went To KFC To Have Our Meals.. Den Went Back To Tz.. Well.. Today Was A Very Special Day Cause Its The Day I Can Really Spent My Time With My Darling.. Really Very Very Happy And Xin Fu To Be With Her.. Simply Love Her So Much!! Muacks!!

Camp Life

2009-09-21T17:42:00.002+08:00

Gonna Go Back Camp Soon Le.. Haiish.. Surely Miss My Dear Dear Very Much De Lo.. Haiish.. But Not Forgeting David, Cheryl, Yiling, Shawn And Timezone Friends Too..

To Elfin Dear Dear, Do Take Care When I'm Not With You Ok? Remember To Eat Your Meals Regularly Ok? Keep Skip Meal Not Good Wor.. Although Our Time Spent Together Is Short But I Dun Mind At All.. As Long Got Meet Dao Ni And Can Be With You I Will Be Very Happy De.. My Love For You Will Not Fade De.. Simply Love You To The MAx!! Muacks! Muacks!! Will Meet U On Sat Ok? =) See Ya Baby Laopo..

Morning Monday

2009-09-21T10:01:00.002+08:00

Hi People... Morning!! Woke Up At 7+ Den Went To Slp For Awhile More.. In Another Few Hours I'm Going Back To Camp Le.. Haiish.. So Sianx Nor.. Will Be Going Out Later.. Later If Got Time I Update Again See Ya!~~

Dickson Lim JG Love Elfin Tan JM 184!!

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2009-09-20T02:01:00.006+08:00

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Love Elfin Dear Dear!!!

Our Story Starts On 10.O9.o9 And Will Be Continued Counting..

Back Home

2009-09-20T01:11:00.002+08:00

Woo.. The Feeling Of Home Is So Good.. No Training And No Need Wake Up On Time.. Slp How Long Oso Nobody Stop You.. Hehes.. Mmm.. Today Reach Home Around 4.. Had A Quick Bath Jiu Go Meet Dear Dear Le.. So Happy Nor.. Like Finally Can See Dao Her Le.. After Tat Cheryl Sister Came Too.. Smoked And Slacked Den Went To KFC For Our Meals.. Dear Dear Bad Bad.. Feed Her Dun Wan Eat.. HUMP!! :P When We Finish Our Meals.. Yiling And Shawn Came.. Des Winston And Co Came Along Too.. Wow.. So Nice To See Them Sia.. Cos In Camp Super Miss Them Lo.. =) Den Went Up To Timezone To Have Some Games.. Den Decided To Watch Movie.. LOL!! Before Watching The Movie.. Meet Up David Awhile Too.. =) Its Really A Joyful Day For Me Today.. Hope More To Come.. Gonna Enjoy Myself Tomorrow.. Shall Post Till Here..

Love My Dear Dear Jux So Much.. Muacks!!

To My Elfin Baby

2009-09-11T02:21:00.002+08:00

To My Only Baobei Baby Laopo,

Sorry That I Have To Leave You Alone And Cant Pei You This 2 Weeks.. When I Book Out I Will Surely Meet You De Wor.. So You Must Find Time Out To Meet Me Oso Ok? You Are That Special Person I Ever Think Of.. Even Now I'm Still Thinking Of You For Dunno How Many Hours Le.. Hope I Can Really Spent More Time With You.. Forgive Me Ok? Gonna Miss You During My Stay In Camp De.. Love The One And Only You.. Muacks!!

Signing Off,
Your Baby Laogong
Dickson =)

Hihi

2009-09-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hi Ppl.. I'm Going In To NS Tomorrow Le.. Time Flies And Its Time For Me To Serve The Nation.. Anyway Thx To Those Ppl Whom Take The Time To Accompany Me And Making Me Happy.. Really Appreciate It Damm Lots.. I Wont Be Updating Blog Le.. So U Guys Take Care!! When I Book Out I Will Contact U Guys De.. Nitex!!

Happy And Joyful Day

2009-09-06T02:35:00.003+08:00

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2009-08-29T23:38:00.001+08:00

Picture Uploaded Requested By Yiling.. Hehes.. Today Went To GWC To See Shawn, Curtis And Yonglin Play Timezone Wmmt3dx Competition.. Grats To David, Adrain And Curtis On Qualifying To The Semi Final @ Compass Point Sengkang.. See Ya Guys Tomorrow!!

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2009-08-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

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2009-08-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Well Today Didnt Went Anywhere.. Meet Up Baby At My Hse Den We Talk And Play Com.. After That Meet Up Eddie And His Gf Too.. Slacked, Had Dinner And Listen To Song.. Ard 9.30 Eddie And His Gf Left Jiu Left Me And Dear Le.. We Watch Tv Till 11.30 Den Sent Her Home.. Gonna Slp Soon.. Working Tomorrow.. Nitex~~!!

^_^

2009-08-24T15:54:00.001+08:00

Hi Ppl... Decided To Change My Blogskin.. And Sorry For Updating This Days As I'm Quite Busy With My Work Stuff.. Will Update Tonight..

Happy National Day

2009-08-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hoho.. Today National Day.. Suppose To Visit My Grandfather But End Up Slp The Whole Day.. Woke Up To Watch NDP.. This Year De Not Bad.. But Fireworks Still Best.. Should Go There See It Live.. Damm.. Wasted.. Laze At Home Today.. Now Felt Sleepy Le.. Haiish.. Nitexx~~

Pics For Today

2009-08-08T06:42:00.001+08:00

ill-fate

2009-08-07T03:32:00.004+08:00

Can Someone Pls Tell Me WTF Is Happening To Me.. I Going Crazy Soon.. Why Love Someone Have To Be So Miserable? I Want To Let It Go But It Seems So Hard To Achieve. Everyday My Mind Is On Her.. Why!?! ARGH!!! I Dun Wan Let My Gf Now Thinks I'm A Playboy Or Taking Her As A Subsitude. FUCK LA!! I HATE MY LIFE NOW!!

PS: When You Love Someone Very Deeply You Will Not Bother About His/Her Bad. You Will Only Think About The Good Side. Be It Whether He/She Love You Or Not You Still Willing To Wait And Continue To Love Your That Special Person Even Though Its Pain And Hurtful. No Word Can Explain Why You Are So Determine And Enduring. As Long The Person Whom You Love Still Keep In Touch With You And Meet You Up You Will Be Damm Happy. To Some Even If He/She Knows That The Person Is Impossible To Be With They Still Dun Give Up And Continue To Wait And Hope. The Power Of Love Is So Strong That Nothing Can Stop Anything From Happening. Some Willing To Die For Their Loved Ones, Some Waited Till They Old And Stay Single Throughout Their Lives. So Do Treasure The Person Whom You Love. Do Not Wait Till The Feelings Faded Or Lose Them Den Start To Treasure And Cherish. Loving Someone Is Easy. Lasting With Your Partner Takes Fate And Trust To Be Together.. How I Wish I Can Be With The Person Whom I Really Really Love.. Thats My Greatest Wish. Gdnite All.

Sorry

2009-08-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

Sorry For Not Updating Lately.. As Things Ain't Going Well For Me So I Choose Not To Post So That My Blog Won't Become A Dead And Emo Blog.. Shall Update Soon..

=(

2009-07-30T02:55:00.002+08:00

GIVEN UP!! TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT!! Heartbroken Yet You Still Don't Bother.. Am I Really Your Boyfriend? Or Just A Friend With Good Terms? I Dun Wan Bother Anymore.. I'm Tired!! Sorry.. I Really Cant Take It Le.. Wat U Wan Me Do I Do, What You Want I Try To Give But Yet I Get Is All This? Suan Le.. Find Your Friends And Jh.. They Are More Impt Den Anything.

Gone

2009-07-26T01:18:00.003+08:00

I Really Dunno What To Do To Let My Life Happier.. Here I Am Worried Everyday, Can't Sleep Well, Not Much Mood To Do Anything And Etc.. Why Loving One Person Is It So Hard To Me.. Haiish.. Really Damm Shag.. I Say To Her That I Love Her Its All True.. But Yet Everything Seems Negative.. What Am I Suppose To Do? Give Up? I Cant.. I Really Cant.. I Did Tried But The Feeling Is So Unbearable.. OMG!! Can Someone Just Kill Me Pls.. I Really Cant Take It Anymore!!

=)

2009-07-25T03:03:00.002+08:00

Sorted Out My Feelings And Problems Le.. Did Cried Did Sad But I Must Be Strong.. And Wait Till The Day My Life Will Full Of Meanings And No Sadness..

Tempo Down

2009-07-24T05:59:00.001+08:00

Sorry Peeps.. I Wont Be Updating This Few Days As I Will Be Busy.. Sorry~ But I Will Update Soon De.. Take Care Friends!!

^=^

2009-07-21T23:45:00.004+08:00

Today Woke Up At 9+ Again.. Went To Work As Usual.. Today Work Was Fun.. Dunno Why I Suddenly Very Eager To Do Everything.. LOL! Weird Me.. Normally I Lazy De.. Hehes.. Knock Off At 5 But Stayed Awhile To Look At Double Up Stacker As They Say They Did Some Adjustment.. After Tat When Back To Yishun To Meet Up Yonglin And Eddie.. Played And Chatted.. Just When I Was Playing Beat Mania, I Felt Someone Was Behind Me.. But I Didnt Care Much And Focus On My Game Den That Person Came Sit Beside Me.. Den I Was Lyk WTF? Who Sia.. I Peep Abit And I Saw A Person Wearing White From Head To Toe.. Mmm.. When The Game Finish I Turn.. Den I Was Like Holy Shit! Damm WHAT IN THE HELL MY DEAR SITTING BESIDE ME!! Damm.. She Gave Me A Shock That I Nearly Scream.. Hehes.. But Its Really Nice To See Her.. Been Missing Her Every Min And Sec In My Life.. After Tat She Disappear Le.. Dunno Where She Go.. Haiyo.. Like A Mouse Sia.. Hehes.. But She More Like A Pig.. :P Slacked With Eddie And Jevan Later Part In The Evening And Went Home At About 8.45pm.. Had A Wonderful Dinner With My Family.. Wow.. Very Long Nv Have Meals With Them Le.. Think Will Be Staying Home More Often.. Outside World Its Not Really Fun To Me Anymore.. Lastly Before Ending Today's Post.. Just Wanna Plead God To Take Good Care Of My Zhu Laopo To Prevent Her From Any Sickness And Making Sure She Is Safe And Sound. Seeing Her Sick Make My Heart Bleeds And Aches. Good Nite People..

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2009-07-20T23:11:00.012+08:00

Hey Hi Ppl.. As I've Mention Earlier I Will Post At The Night.. So Here I Am Posting Right Now..

Surprise Nowadays I Keep Update Blog Right? Hehes.. Well Now Got Time Must Update.. When I Go In NS Jiu Different Le.. Mmm.. Well I Stayed At Home The Whole Day Today.. Tidy Up My Room And Re-arrange My Room Too.. Yonglin Did Came To Look For Me Oso.. Thx For The Accompany.. Well Another Day Just Pass Again Just Like That.. My.. Time Really Go So Fast.. Cant Imagine Sia.. Haiish.. Hope Time Can Go Slower.. Alot Of Things I Haven Do Nerhx..

Mmm.. Has My Feeling Faded? Do I Still Love You? I Really Dunno.. Its Getting Numb Le.. But I'm Still Loving You As What I Always Do.. Haiish..

I'm Just Being Alone In A World That Nobody Can Find Me And Be A Loner. Thats My Life.. =( Ppl Can Be Happy Y Cant I? Haiish..

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2009-07-20T12:48:00.006+08:00

Hi Peeps~ Gosh I Just Woke Up Not Long And Its Kinda Bored Nerhx.. Today Its My Off Day Again.. Dunno What To Do.. Should I Go Find Her? Mmm.. Think Don't Ba.. Unless Go Pick Her After Work Jiu Ok.. Now Lazy To Post.. At Night Den I Update.. See Ya~

Another Day

2009-07-19T02:36:00.008+08:00

Today Woke Up At Around 10 And Quickly Prepare To Go Work.. Reach CWP Around 11.05am.. Den Saw Only Dexter.. Den He Tell Me Eqin Sick.. My Friend Do Take Care~ =) Morning Was Kinda Relaxing Abit But When Come To Late Afternoon People Of Woodland And Other Places Start To Fill The Arcade. O my... At First Was Doing Service And The People Got Lots Of Complain Can.. Lucky Gigi Give Me Do Cashier Later.. Hehes.. Thx!! Afterall This Job Is Quite Interesting I Can Say.. But Surely There Will Be Times Where Its Really Not Good.. Well Thats Life.. Cant Possibly Expect Everything To Go Smoothly De.. Surely There Will Be Ups And Downs. Knock Off At 9 And Went Back To Yishun.. Slack Around As I Waited For Shawn To Meet Me. Den We Went To 233 To Have Dinner. Another Just Gone Like That..

Well, As Usual I Will Have A Post For My Dear De.. So Yupx.. Here We Go..

DEAR!! I SUPER SUPER MISS YOU LA!!! Haiish.. I Hope After What I Told You Ytd Will Let You Know How I Feel About This Relationship.. I Really Hope And Pray We Will Progress Fast And Soon.. Or Else There Won't Be Much Time Left Either. If Things Still Don't Work Well I Guess Its Time For Me To Bid Goodbye Le. Cause Once I'm A NS Man My Life Will Change Totally. Cant Compare To Now. Although U Say Before You Will Wait But I Dun Wan.. Cause I Can't Give You The Life That You Want Till That Time.. Sorry For Saying This But Its The Facts Wor.. Must Understand Ok? So We Must Jia You.. Yao Jia You!! =) WoAiNii 184 Orh~~ Muacks!

Meaningful Sat

2009-07-18T03:05:00.002+08:00

Hey Ppl.. Mmm.. Woke Up Suddently Today At 11.. Funny Right I This Person Will Wake Up So Early When I Slept @ Ard 6am.. LOL!! Ytd Night Went To Boat Quay With Shawn, Yiling, Sam, Xueling And Jevan To Drinking Place. Wooo!! Its Relaxing Sia.. And We Went To Different Pubs Too.. Think I Must Go More Often Or Else No Chance Le.. Hehes.. Today Meet Up Someone.. This Someone Is Very Important To Me.. And Its Really Nice To Meet Her.. Haiyo.. She Sick!! Everytime Sick De.. Why Ar? Worried Sick Can.. And Know Who Is She? She's Non Other Den My Serene DearDear Lo.. Hehes.. I Feel Guilty Nerhx.. She Sick I Still Give Her Drink Cold Drink.. OMG! Can You Imagine I Just Did Tat? O My!! But Hope I Didnt Caused Her Sick Become Worst If Not I More Guilty Can.. Haiish..

To Deardear: Really Thank You So Much For Your Time Again Today. Every Moment With You I Will Treasure Them And Keep It In My Mind And Heart De. No Matter Where I Go It Will Follow Me De.. Simply Love You Just So Much La!! =P Hope We Can Meet Up More Often Wor.. =D And You Pls Dun Keep Fall Sick.. Pls Ok? And I Hope You Really Like The Jacket.

Guess I Only Have About 1 Mth Plus To Enjoy Myself Before NS Le.. Time Really Fly By Very Fast Can.. Haiyo.. If I Go In Le Sure Miss Alot Of Ppl De.. Especially Someone Wor.. =) Hao Le. Shall Stop Here.. Will Update More De.. =D

18th chef

2009-07-17T03:12:00.004+08:00

Picture For Today.......

Timezone Neoprints

2009-07-17T02:14:00.001+08:00

Taken This Pictures With My Friends Recently.. =)

-_-

2009-07-16T03:57:00.003+08:00

Hope She Like It.. And Wanna Say I Love You My Dear!! Lets Pray For Many Better Days Ahead!!

Tired Day

2009-07-15T00:54:00.005+08:00

Phew.. At Last Got Off Day Again.. Kinda Tired Everyday After Work.. Need More Rest!! Today Meet Up Yonglin At Yishun Mrt Platform And Headed To CWP. While I Get Prepared To Start Work He Went To Look For Shawn And Elfin As They Two Were There Too.. Saw Them Played And Fooling Around The Whole Centre Makes Me Dun Wan Work Sia.. Lols.. Later Part Eddie Came Too.. My.. At That Point I Really Wan To Punch Out My Card And Go Play Sia.. Working So Sianx De.. Stupid Pay Stupid Management.. Damm.. Around 6+ They Accompany Me Have My Dinner.. Thx Guys!! Den We Went Up To Have A Smoking Break And They Headed Back To Yishun.. Nowadays Working Really Tough.. Need Face Boss Colours And Customer Demands. Haiish.. But No Matter How Busy Or Tired Am I.. Still There Someone In My Life I Always Think Of. I Ever Told Myself.. If I And Her Can Last Thru All Hardship And Problems, I Will Marry Her For Sure. And I Will Build Up My Studies And Career Properly So That She Will Not Suffer With Me. But If She Choose To Leave Me At The End Of The Day Den Still I Have To Move On. That's Life.. No Matter Wat Happens Still Need To Feed Yourself Or Your Loved Ones That's The Most Important Thing. If You Cant Even Do That Den You Are Just As Good As A Rotten Person. No One Will Respect And Pity You. So I Must Do A Change If Not How Am I Going To Be A Useful Person?

Before Ending, Just Wanna Say This.. I LOVE MY SERENE DEAR DEAR!! You Are My Everything!! And To My Friends, GOOD NITE FOLKS!!

='(

2009-07-14T04:30:00.001+08:00

I Wish To Cry... Really Wanna Cry Out Loud.. I Really Bu She De.. I Really Love Her.. But I Cant Do Anything.. Although I Really Hope She Will Choose Me And Treat Me As Her Only Beloved But I Really Dunno.. I'm Just Too Scared And Sad Le... ='(

I'm Sorry.

2009-07-14T03:34:00.011+08:00

Now Its 3.34am And I Still Cant Get To Slp So I Came To Update Abit.. Well.. Sorry For My Emo Posts. But Blog Is A Place I Can Use To Let Out My Feelings. Things Ain't Going Too Well For Me. Being It Work Or Relationship, Still Making So Stressed Up. What Should I Do? Can Someone Help Me? I Going To Break Down Le.. I've Lost Confidents In Everything I Do. I'm Just A Useless Person. I'm Good For Nothing. Studies Also Cant Get It Done Properly. Relationship Always In A Mess. Work Also Encounter Back Stabbers. I'm Really Tired Le.. All I Want Is To Have A Normal And Happy Life Izzit So Difficult Ma?

Dear, I Really Curse And Swear I Love You From The Bottom Of My Heart. Just That We Are Quarreling About Issues Not Concerning About Us. Since Day 1 We Get Together A Lot Of Things Happened And Making Us Feel Not Suitable.. After So Much And So Long We Finally Get Together Le But Still Certain Things Nv Change Much. I Know You Tried Your Best To Love Me Le.. I Really Thank You For That. And I Know You Have Been Trying Hard To Reject Ppl Courtship But I Think I Should Let You Go Ba. Being With Me You Won't Be Happy De. I Only Know How To Make You Sad, Angry And Disappointed. You Be With Me Will Suffer De. And I Guess Your Heart Can No Longer Put In Another Person Le. Just Pursue Your Wish Ba. If You Love The Person Just Go Ahead. I Won't Stop And I Will Give You My Blessing. Forgive Me If I Say All This. I Really Hate To Do This But I Know I Got No Choice Cause This The Only Way You Will Be Happy And Xin Fu. I Say Le, I Can And Will Forgo Anything Just To Exchange Your Happiness. As Long You Are Happy I Will Be Happy. From Time To Time I Will Miss You De. Jiu Suan Tian Ya Hai Jiao Wo Tou Hui Ai Zhe Ni De. Qian Wan Yao Ji De Ni Yi Ding Yao Xin Fu Orh!! Yi Ding Yao Ji De Ma? Wo Bai Tuo Ni. Ni Yi Ding Yao Orh!! Till The Day You Really Open Up Your Heart To Me, I Will Be Waiting. Take Care My Love. ='(

- I REALLY DON'T WANT THINGS TO HAPPEN THIS WAY BUT I REALLY WANT SOMEONE WHO CAN REALLY BE BY MY SIDE TO GIVE ME SUPPORT AND COMFORT. I KNOW YOU CAN BUT MAYBE TO ME YOU CAN'T BA. SERENE YOU ARE MY ONLY LOVE AND IF WE ARE FATED WE WILL MEET AGAIN.

i <3 you!!

2009-07-13T01:32:00.003+08:00

Tears Have Been Falling Everytime I Miss Her. I Myself Oso Cant Figure Out Why.. There Are Far Way Too Much Things Happen To The Both Of Us. I Admit I Do Love Her And I'm Still Loving Her. Never Once I Did Stop Loving Her. Why? Why Are There People Wants To Tear Us Apart? Why Don't They Let Me Be With Her? I Really Dunno What Can I Do.. I'm Getting Tired Of All This. Day By Day Things Keep Coming.. When Is It Going To Stop? God!! Can You Please Help Me.. I Really Dunno What To Do..

If You Dun Love Me I Will Surely Let You Go As I Can See Alot Of People Is Asking For Your Hand. Maybe They Can Do A Better Job And Be A Better Boyfriend Den Me. Although I Really Dun Bear But For Your Happiness I Must Do It. What The Point You Be By My Side Where You Don't Feel Happy Or Confortable At All? Dear!! I WANNA SAY THIS LOUDLY TO YOU.. I LOVE YOU!! You Are The One I Ever Needed.. I Sincerely Thank You For The Time We Spent. And I MISS YOU SO MUCH!! And I'm Sorry Too.. Sorry For All The Unhappiness I Gave You.. Forgive Me Alright? Sorry!! =(

I Want Dedicate This Song To You.. This Is The Song I Hear Whenever I Think Of You.

miley cyrus (hannah montana) - i miss you.mp3 -

Sha-la-la-la-la
Sha-la-la-la-la

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
Your still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la-la-la-la, I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
Your still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la-la-la-la, I miss you

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
Your still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la-la-la-la
I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
Your still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha-la-la-la-la, I miss you

Slpin Time!!

2009-07-12T02:41:00.003+08:00

Yo yo yo~!! Before I Slp Shall Update Abit.. Mmm.. Today While Working I Saw Someone.. And I Was Damm Shocked. At First I Was Thinking.. Izzit I Miss That Person Too Much Le Den I Daydream.. Den I Go Smack Myself On My Face And I Turn Around To See.. Damm!! ITS MY LAOPO.. My Gosh! I Quickly Run Up And Stand Beside Her.. Haiyo.. Miss Her So Much Can.. And My Mood To Work Suddently Changed.. Woo!! Later Part In The Evening I Gonna Have My Break So I Ask Her Can She Join Me And Acc Me Have Dinner Together.. At First She Say Cnnt She Need Go Home But End Up She Say Ok.. Wow.. I'm So Lucky Today.. If That Moment Can Pause There I Will Nv Let It Play And Let It Go Just Like That.. This Are Memories Which I Call Unforgetable.. A Simple Meal Doesn't Mean Dun Have Good Memories. They Are One Of Them Which Is Very Heart Warm Felt.. Thx Laopo For Your Precious Time.. Appreciate It Alot!!

Serene Laopo.. In My Life Now There Are Ups And Downs But All My Pain And Misery Have Been Eased And Cured By You. I Not Bothered About How Ppl Trying To Tear Up Apart But I Will Not Let You Go Till The Last Breath I Have. As So Long We Put In Effort Jiu Will See Dao Qi Ji.. Yao Jia You Orh!!

Ai Ni Yi Bei Zi De Laogong,
Dickson

=(

2009-07-11T12:04:00.005+08:00

Good Afternoon Ppl.. In Just A Few Hours I Going To Work Le.. So Come Update Awhile.. Last Night Went To Boat Quay With Shawn, Yiling, Samuel, Xueling, Jevan, Curtis And Geraldine To 12th Element To Look For My Long Time Friend Elaine As She's Working There. And Guess I Saw Who? She Is JASLYN!! My God.. Didn't Know She Working There. Haiyo.. Open A Bottle Of Martell.. Slacked There Till 2+ Den Went Over To Sam's Friend Pub (Drinking Place). Den We Open 1 More Bottle Of Martell Again. Woo.. Good To Drink Sometime To Ease Of My Pain. Anyways Congrats To Yiling And Shawn For Being Back Together Again.. And I Dun Wan To Say This Sentence Again.. So PLEASE DUN BREAK AGAIN HOR!! Warning Ar.. Hehes.. Yiling Your Problem More Or Less Already Settled Le.. So Now Left Mine.. I Seriously Dunno What To Do.. Confuse, Sad, Heartbroken.. Aiya Dunno La.. Very Messy.. Free Den Talk Abt It Ba.. Mmm.. Suppose To Meet Serene Laopo De But She Say She Need Pei Her Friend Cut Hair Den End Up Nv Meet Le. Haiish. Laopo.. When Are We Going Out? When Are We Gonna Be Like Any Couple? I Really Dunno.. I'm Tired Le.. If You Find Your Friends More Important Den Go Nor.. Just Take It That I Didn't Exist In Your Life Before.. At Least You Will Be Happy Being With Them Rather Den Me. No One To Think About Going Out With, But Just Friends. No One Is There To Say Keep A Distance From Those Ppl Who Have Feelings For You. Haiish.. I'm Sensitive Cause I'm Worried And Cares About You. I Will Get Jealous Cause I Scare I Will Lose You. All I Wan Is Just Your Time And Love Thats All. =(

Signing Off,
-DLS- Still Loving You!!

Jux Another Normal Day..

2009-07-10T02:39:00.003+08:00

Here To Blog Again.. At Last Friends Problems All Been Solved Le.. And Thats A Good News!! All Friends Still Quarrel.. I Find It Quite Foolish And Stupid.. And That Including Myself Too.. Sometime I Think I Behave Like A Gangster And I Shouldn't Be As I'm Not A Gangster. I Must Change Away This Attitude Of Mine. Went To Look For Dear Dear Today. Whenever I Look At Her It Melts My Heart And Warms Me. I Really Happy That God Let Me Know Her. I Shall Treasure Those Time With Her De.. Hope More Better Days Will Come Soon. Before Ending My Post For The Day I Wan To Say This Thing Clearly. Those Ppl Who Wan Jio My Gf Or Wat Dun Ever Think Abt That As Its As Good As Offending Me. Did You Ppl Think How Will You Feel If Someone Trying To Take Your Gf Away From You? Pls Spare A Thought For Ppl La.. I Will Not Forgive Those Ppl Who Do That.. When I'm Nice Doesn't Mean I Will Give Up On Everything. Certain Things In My Life That Is Important I Will Hold Them Tightly. Anyone Wants To Take It Away From Me I Will Not Them Off De.. Gdnite!

Jux A Normal Day

2009-07-09T03:25:00.003+08:00

Nowadays Things Seems Not Working Well For Me.. Got Good And Got Bad.. Well Certain Things In Life Not Everything That You Hope And Want Will Come True. For Me, I Hope Serene And I Can Be Together Till The End Of Time But Will It Happen And Come True? I Cant Ans This Question Now As We Started Not Long. I Do And Love Her Very Much. And Will Not Ask So Much Question Anymore. Cause Sometime It Leads Us To Quarrel And I Do Not Wan That To Happen.

Serene Laopo, I Know You Have Your Own Things To Do And Own Friends To Go Out With. Me Now As Your Boyfriend Doesn't Want You To Do Much Things. All I'm Asking Is Jux To Meet Me Out Once Or Twice A Week To Have A Nice Meal, Go Out To Have A Scroll And Catch A Movie Or Something. That's All. I Only Have Abt 2 Month Plus Of Freedom To Go Out All That. After That I'm Going In Camp To Serve My NS Le. Till That Time Will I Still Have Time For You? I Know Its Difficult To Change And Adapt To My Lifestyle And I Dun Expect U To Do That Now. Cause If I Force You, You Oso Wont Be Happy. Sometimes I Feel Why You Can Take Out Time To Meet Your Friends Like E.g Jia Hui And Others Why Cant You Do The Same Thing To Me? You Know Sometime How I Wish To Be Like Them? I Envy Them. I Dunno How You Feel About What I've Said Here But There Is No Other Meaning. So Please Dun Misunderstand. To Me Now If You Want To Meet Me Den Meet. Jux A Phone Call Or A Msg From You I Will Rush There Immediately.. But If You Dun I Will Not Ask Anymore As I Scare It Will Become Worst Where You Will Start To Feel I'm Irritating. Hope After You Read Le Will Consider Ba. But If U Dun Want Den Its Ok. Pretend I Didnt Say All This Can Le.

Nowadays Seems Like Alot Of Story To Hear, Be It Friend's Problem Or My Problem. But Well.. Hope Things Will Get Better And Everyone Is Doing Fine. And I Want To Say This. Dun Ever Ever Lie To Me As I Dun Like The Feeling Of Being Like A Fool. Once I Find Out Anyone Lied To Me I Will HATE THAT PERSON TO THE MAX AND WILL NV EVER FORGET!! So Hope No One Will Do That As I Dun Wan Lose Any Of My Friends.

Signing Off,
-DLS- Aka Laogong Love You 184

=)

2009-06-26T00:59:00.006+08:00

Nowadays Seems Like Noting Much To Post.. Mmm.. Well Will Still Try To Update.. As Usual.. Work Work Work.. Work Like Shit Pay Like Shit.. But Lucky My Friends There Are Not Like Shit.. Hehes.. Love Working With Ppl Like Pei Kee, Eqin, Yasser, Leon And Dexter. These Ppl Are Fun Ppl To Work With.. I Think Without Them I Long Ago Quit Timezone Le.. But Tat Pei Kee Hor~~~ Wan Quit Le.. Sad Lo.. Think I Oso Quitting This Job Le.. Kinda Like Bored Le..

Today Went To Timezone To Find My Baobei [S] Aka Mummy To Bring Her Some Medicine And Food.. She Hor Everytime Sick De.. Haiish.. Worried Sick Nerhx.. =( Somehow I Feel I'm Quite Lucky To Find Her This Gal.. Although We Are Not That Close But Well It Takes Time So I'm Happy Enough Le.. Ppl Out There Might Feel Why I Fall For This Kind Of Gal.. Just Want To Say This.. Loving A Person Is Not Jux About Her Looks, Her Figures, Her Attitude Or Whatsoever. When You Fall For Someone No Matter How Good Or Bad Is She, She Still Will Be The One Locked Deeply In Your Heart. Even There Is Another Pretty Girl Standing Beside You Asking For Your Courtship Its Still Wont Change Anything. I Believe One Day I And Her Will Be Jus Like What Its Should Be And Be Happily Together. Dun Try To Spoil Or Try Taking Her Away From Me..

Last But Not Least, Thx Wendy, Ren Hao, Shawn And Co For The Accompany These Days. Meet Up With You Ppl Really Its Fun And Enjoyable.. Hope To Meet U Ppl Real Soon Again.. Shall Stop Here.. Will Try To Update More De.. Hehes.. =D

Tz!!

2009-06-11T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hey Hello Peeps!! Firstly Wanna Say A Big Thank You To Those Who Came To My Blog To Look And Tag Even Though I Didn't Update.. Recently Was Kind Of Busy So No Time.. But Well Here I Am.. Back For More Update..

To My Dear Serene.. Its Really Very Nice To Get To Know You And Have You By My Side.. Although We Cant Meet Up Often But You Will Always Be In My Heart And Miss By Me 24/7 De Wor.. I Hope We Can Last Till Eternity And I Believe We Can.. Lets Work Hard Ok?

Well.. I've Met Some New Good Friends Recently And Its Reali Nice Being With Them.. Plus I Have A Wonderful Meimei Named Pei Kee Too.. Working Or Chatting With Her Is Very Nice.. But Well All This Nice Ppl Gonna Leave Timezone Soon.. Lyk Jayson.. He Leaving For His Hometown.. This Week Is Gonna Be The Last Week.. Sad.. There Are Oso 1 Or 2 CB Ppl At My Workplace.. Fuck.. Hate Them Alot.. Best They Kanna Fired.. NB!!

Today Went Out With 2 Kind Souls To Amk, After That I Had My Lunch At NEBO Cafe While Waiting For Ren Hao To Reach AMK. Den We Went To Citibank To Open A Savings Account. Slacked Talked And We Headed Back To Northpoint To Have Our Dinner.. Woo.. Long Time Nv Go Out Le.. Feeling Is So Good.. Haha.. Must Plan More Outing!!! And Not Forgetting My BEST FRIEND YILING, My Best Brother Shawn And David.. Really Must Meet You Guys If Not Can Die... Hehes.. Mmm.. I Will End Here.. Will Update Soon.. TATA~~

OFF DAY

2009-05-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

Finally.. Today And Tomorrow Is My Off Day. Working Is Fun And Tiring Too.. But Well.. Its All Worth It As I Get To More Friends, Earning My Own Money.. Feels Great.. Mmm.. Soon My Time For Ns Is Coming.. Going Botak Le Sia.. Hehes.. Time Really Flies.. Turning Older Year By Year Day By Day.. But Did I Really Make Full Use Of Them? Mmm.. Nowadays Meet Up With Shawn And Yiling But The Rest Hardly.. Why Ar? Mmm.. Think You All Should Know Ar.. No Need I Say So Much De.. Hehes.. But U All Wan Meet Jux Call Me Or Go CWP Find Me Kaes? Haha.. K Ba.. Update Till Here Onli.. Tired Wan Slp Le.. And I Oso Wont Be Update Regularly.. Take Care!!

Working Life

2009-05-14T01:16:00.002+08:00

Heyhey Ppl.. Jus Before I Turn In To Bed.. Jux Wanna Write Something.. Well.. Working Life Is Much Much Better Compared To Slacking Life.. At Least I Get To Know More Friends And Gain More Exprience. Can Say I'm Contented With My Life Now.. And I've Found Someone Who Really Willing To Walk Down The Road With Me. Hopefully I And Her Can Last Long And I Believe In That. Simply Love Her To The Max!! Nv Gonna Leave Her.. Friends Out There.. If U Guys Got Time Jux Come To My Working Place To Look For Me.. As I Hardly Got Much Time To Meet U Guys Nowadays. Do Take Care And We Will Go Out Again Real Soon.. Good Nitex!!

Super Day

2009-05-08T00:20:00.002+08:00

Well Sorry For Not Updating As The Few Days Notin Much To Post About. Mmm.. Interviewed With Richard Today And To My Surprise He Hired Me.. Woo.. And Tomorrow Gonna Be My 1st Day Of Work!! Hehes.. Finally Sia.. Not Gonna Say So Much As I Need To Slp Early Le.. Will Update More Next Time.. See Ya!!

FUCKING DULAN

2009-05-03T01:32:00.008+08:00

Firstly I Wanna Start Off, To All My Close Friends Which Include David, Shawn, Yiling, Curtis, Cheryl, Velarie, Winston And Boon Leong. Recently It Seems Like The Few Of You Guys Are Not Getting In Contact With Me For Wat Reason I Dunno Who I'm Referring Think You All Know. In The First Place What The Fuck I Do Huh. Get To Know More Friends Will Die Izzit? You All Dun Lyk Her Is Your Problem Wat. Mus Divert The Problem To Me Meh? And Elfin Is Only Under Gans Wat. I Find It No Wrong At All. I Won't Go To The Extends Where I Will Fall In Love? Come On.. 8 Years Gap. You Think I Dunno Wat I'm Doing ? Pls.. I'm Sensible Enough To Know What I'm Doing. And Did I Ever Left? Did I Ever Not Get In Contact With You People? Ask Yourself. To Cheryl, I Wanted To Talk To You In The Nice Manner And What I Get From You Instead? I Let You, I Give In To You This Is How You Gonna Treat Me Izzit? I Dun Care How Bad Is Your Attitude Or Temper But Still You Still Have Not Learn One Thing Which Is Respect And Self Control. Why I Say This Reason Is Very Simple. If In The First Place You Regard Me As Your Brother Or Even Friend. Den Will You Do Or Say All Those Harsh Words To Me Anot? Did I Ever Treated You Like This Before? Go Think Lei. And I Say Le If I Did Something Wrong Towards You I Won't Blame You At All. But I DIDN'T!! So Please.. You Wan Me Respect You And Talk To You Nicely Kindly Do It The Same Way Oso. In Life There No Such Thing As What You Wan U Will Get. And Everyone Has A Certain Limit Of Tolerance. You Wan Me To Be Nice I Can Be Very Nice. But You Wan Provoke Me Dun Expect Me To Entertain You. Lastly. I Say This For The Very Last Time. I WON'T LEAVE MY THIS GROUP OF FRIENDS UNLESS YOU GUYS CHOOSE TO LEAVE ME. ANYWHERE AND ANYTIME YOU GUYS NEEDS ME I WILL SURE BE THERE. This Is All I Want To Say. If Some Of You Still Think I'm Still At Fault Of Whatever Den So Be It. I Shall Not Bother Anymore.. I'm Very Tired Of All This Le.

Sad

2009-04-30T23:05:00.005+08:00

After So Much, The Same Story Still Repeat. I Just Don't Get It. What I've Done Didnt Show That I'm A True Friend? Y Must I Deserve All This Shit Result? Or Did I Own You 3 Something? Y Must U 3 All Give Me Fucking Attitude? Den Turn Around Say I Got Problem With My Attitude? Its Nv Been Once Not My Fault Regardless Of What I Do. All I Want Say Is If You 3 So Dislike Me Den No Need To Be Friend With Me De. I Can Be Alone Too. I Don't Need Friends To Keep Me Alive As Its Pointless For Me Now. True Friends Are Oways True Friends. No Matter Where You Go And What You Do They Are Oways Be There For You. Tats Den Call True Friend. Think About What I Say Here Ba. I Can 100% Sure I Didn't Do Anything Or Even Say Anything To You All.

I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING FUCK OR SCOLDED FOR NOTHING!!!

Fin~~

2009-04-26T02:59:00.000+08:00

Elfin Is The Best Delicious Muffin!! Wakakaka~~~ :D

Man U!!

2009-04-26T02:57:00.004+08:00

Today Saw The Most Happiest Soccer.. Man U Scored 5 - 2 Against Tottenham.. Power Man.. Its Been A Long Time I Saw So Much Goal Within Few Mins As I Didnt Saw Liverpool's Match The Other Day Which Was 4 - 4. In The Afternoon I Meet Up With Eddie At CWP As Promised. Accompany Him Have His Dinner Den I Bought Myself A New Watch Too.. After That Headed To Timezone To Look For My Bro Shawn. Shocked To Saw My Best Friend Yiling Too!! Saw Her Carrying Bags So Guess She Went Shopping.. Hehes.. And Oso She And Shawn Was Ok Le.. Wow.. Tats Nice.. Its Reali Good To See Them Smiling And Loving Rather Den Quarrelling.. Ltr Part The Mr Ong Jia Hua Wans To Eat Long John So We Accompany Him. Ard 7.15 I Took Cab To Yishun Stadium To Look For My Two Bros Which Is David And Royston. Watch Super Reds Vs Home United. Score Was 1 - 0.. Afterall.. Had A Fun Day Today. Its Nice To Go Out With All My Good Brothers And Friends. Without Them Guess My Life Is Total Darkness. Thanks To All Of You! Cheryl Sister.. Free Meet Up Soon Ar.. =)

MN-R*

2009-04-24T03:30:00.002+08:00

Today Is Gonna Be MN-R* Match.. Guys All The Best Ya? Win Or Lose Does Not Matter. Most Importantly It's The Unity Of The Team! Hopefully We Can Stay Together As A Team Regardless Of The Game. Frankly After This Match I'm Going To Stop Playing Le. Dun Wan Keep Spent Money On This Game. Wanna Get Something For Myself Instead Of Feeding Timezone. Once In Awhile I Will Still Play With You Guys. If You All Still Playing Den Help Me Manage The Team With Everyone Support And Encouragement.. MN-R* Huat Ar!!

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2009-04-20T03:08:00.000+08:00

Woke Up Quite Late Today As I Slept Quite Late Ytd.. Actually Wanna Meet My Brother Eddie For Fishing Session Today But Didn't Sorry Man.. So We Change It To Tomorrow Instead! Shall See You Later Ok? Just Love My Life Now.. No More Heartbreaking, No More Quarrelings.. Although Sometimes Will Miss The Past But It Belongs To The Past Le. As Long The People Whom I Once Cared Is Living Happily Its More Den Enough I Can Ever Ask For. I Dun Dare To Think Of The Future Of How Long Can My Friends Can Stay On As The Logic Is Simple. Friends Come And Go. Its Not Within Your Limit To Control Who Should Stay With You And I've Learn To Let Things Go Easier And Faster As Hanging On Will Make Things Worst And Miserable. So Friends, Hope You People Faster Get Out Of The Place Called Timezone Soon And Start Thinking Of What In The Future You People Wanna Do. To My MN-R*, I Dunno How Long I Can Be The Leader Of This Team As My Heart And Passion Towards This Game Is Dying Off. I Might Close This Team Or Hand Over To David Soon. Please Dun Blame Me For Leaving As I Wanna To Achieve Something Meaningful In My Life A Have A Proper Career In Future. As For Now Nothing Gonna Change Yet. =)

Bored Day Ar!!

2009-04-19T03:02:00.000+08:00

Today Was Super Bored.. Didn't Went Anywhere But Instead Went Out To Watch Soccer.. Damm Man U.. Kick Like Shit And Lose To Everton By 4-2 Penalty Kick AET. Damm. So Sway.. Watch Till 2am+ Den Walk Him With David. Wat A Day.. Super Bored.. Wanna Find A Job Soon.. Or Else I Will Be Bored Till Dead Le..

MN-R* Outing

2009-04-18T12:43:00.005+08:00

Today Was The First MN-R* Outing Ever Held Ever Since The Opening Of This Team. Can Say It Was Simple But Fun. Here Are The Few Pictures Of The Event. Guess More Will Be Coming Up. Anyway To Those Who Didn't Turn Up Not To Worry. I Will Arrange 1 More Soon. This Time I Hope Everyone Will Turn Up Without Any Excuse. And I Thank Those Who Put In The Effort To Come. Much Appreciated.

Slping Day

2009-04-09T05:17:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey Hey.. Stay Up Quite Late This Few Days So Hardly Got Time To Update.. Mmm.. Well Just Write A Few Sentences To Fill This Up Abit. From Afternoon Till Evening Time I Was Slping.. WOO! Pig Right Haha.. Den Ltr On Sent Cheryl And Eddie To Bus Stop And I'm Bored Again.. Zzz. watch Tv And Surf Net Den Decided To Meet David For Soccer Match Ltr.. Liverpool And Chelsea. Guess Who Win? Chelsea. Poor Liverpool No Form. Play Lyk Shit. Haha. Now Home Jiu Update Abit. K La.. Tired Le Wanna Slp.. GDnitght!!

2009-04-08T04:23:00.002+08:00

This Is Me. LOL!! Wanna Burn My Hair! Damm. =) Anyway Slack With Curtis, Cheryl And Eddie At 925 Superduper Bored Can. Den We Go Mac Eat "Breakfast" While Waiting For First Bus. Overall A Boring And Tiring Day Is All I Can Say. I WANNA HAVE A LICENSE SOON!!! DAMM! Pls Come Faster I Going Crazy About That Already!

Jux An Ordinary Day

2009-04-05T01:42:00.004+08:00

Hi hi Ppls!! Well.. I Nv Update Blog Don't Blame Me Ar.. LOLs! Mmm.. Didn't Slp From Ytd Till Now.. Muhahaha. Trying To Be God Ba.. Hehes But Anyway Today Went Out With One Of My Best Brother Eddie! He Intended To Go Bugis So I Accompany Him Go.. Den I Remembered He Wants To Watch Fast And Furious 4 So I Brought Him To Watch The 4.50pm @ Bugis Shaw Theatre. Can See Him Like Enjoyed Himself Watching That Show But End Up He Drop His God Damm PSP! How Careless.. But Nvm.. Old Things Dun Go How Would New Things Come? Cheer Up Alright? Aft The Search Of The Psp, We Went Down To The Arcade As Anna Mei Told Me Got Match Between SNR And TEK So We Pop By To Watch.. Anyway Grats To SNR For Winning. =) Aft The Match I And Eddie Decided To Meet Up With Shawn So We Gave Him A Call. Before We Decided To Go Back I Went To 7-eleven To Buy Cigarette. Den We Took A Cab Back To NP. Played, Chit Chat, Had My Dinner And Now Finally Home! Its A Good Day For Me Today Cos My Day Was All Pack With Laughter. Shall Stop Here.. TATA~~

Changing Blog Link

2009-04-02T03:33:00.004+08:00

Hey People. Sorry For Not Updating As I'm Doing Some Other Updates And Changing My Blog Link To http://www.Nakishi-Haroka@blogspot.com By 10th April 2009. Please Take Note.

2009-04-01T23:05:00.002+08:00

P.S. MAH YILING!! Happy Birthday To YOU!! May Your Wishes Come True And Most Importantly You Are Legal To DRINK AND SMOKE!! Haha. Plus, M18 Shows And Go Get Your License SOON!! All The Best In Your Studies And Last Long With Shawn. Cheers!!

Today's Is April Fool And I Scared Out Of The Shit Of My Friends.. LOL! Sorry About That.. Its Just Once In A Year So Please Ar Dun KPKB!! Hehes.. Anyway Didn't Went Much Places Today But Just At Yishun Area. Before Going Out Met Up With EDDIE! Den After Tat Met Up Yiling, Shawn And Cheryl For A Movie Called Confessions of a Shopaholic @ 7.10pm GV Yishun Hall 7. The Show Was Rated 4/5 From My Point Of View So Yupx. Its Nice. Worth To Watch. After The Show We Went To Timezone To Look For Jevan And CO. After That They Went To Pub So Left Me Curtis Yiling And Cheryl. Curtis Say He Wants To Eat So We Acc Him Go Eat Nor.. Den Dunno Wat Happen To Yiling Tat She Wants To Be Alone First. So We Headed To 921 While Waiting For Yiling To Come. Moments Later She Came Soon Followed By BAKABAHAO!! Wonder Who Right? See The Pic You Will Koe.. Haha.. Sat There Talk For Some Time And We All Headed Home. =)

Yiling's Advance Birthday Celebration

2009-03-28T06:16:00.006+08:00

Sam The Dude!!

Cheryl And Yiling

Shawn Is Looking At Yiling's Hurt Finger. Ouch!!

AH! HA! The Chef Of The Day!!

Sotongs? Stingrays?

Few Clowns Entertaining

Without This There Will Not Be Wat BBQ.

OTAH!! Wow..

Cooked Otah.. Here I Come!!

Well Well.. Not All The Pic Are Here But Anyway. Really Have To Thanks Shawn And Yiling For The Wonderful Arrangement Of This Bbq Plus All The Great Choices Of Food That Make This Bbq A Memorable One. Hope You Guys Enjoyed Like Me Too!! And May There Will Be More Activities Coming Soon. ^_^

Its Pointless

2009-03-24T14:59:00.004+08:00

Hey People, Well Wont Be Updating Much From Now On As I've Things To Attend To So Hardly Got Time To Update. Some Of The Things I Wish To Share To Some Of My Friends And Some To My Previous Friends.

I Shall Start With The Current Friends First.

Firstly, Thanks To You Guys Whom Has Been Supportive Behind Me Even Since The Incident Happen And Gave Me All The Advice To Help Me Overcome The Worst Stage That Nobody Expect Out From A Relationship. Sometimes You Guys Will Ask Me Or Tell Me This Question. Dickson, Why Don't You Give Up? She Already Has Someone In Mind Whats The Point Of You Being Or Doing This Now Where She Won't Even Know Or Realise. The Answer To You Guys Is, A Deeply Felt Love Relationship Doesn't Takes 2 Mins or 2 Hours To Build Up But It Take Lots Of Effort And Soul To Let That Happen. Moreover I And Her Shouldn't Have Broke Up As It Was Just A Moment Of Harsh Words. Certain Time I Think And Ask Myself, Why Will She Become Like This? What I've Done Led Her To Be Like This? How Bad Can I Be Till She Wants To Leave Me. Some Of This Answer Is Still Yet To Be Solve But No Point. I And Her Can No Longer Be Friends And I Also Don't Know Why. But I Will Always And Forever Remember Every Single Min And Advice She Spoke To Me. This Is What I Call Memories But Not Regrats.

Secondly, Previous Friends.

Previous Friends Are Including Desmond, Meiqi, Weeteng, Kelvin And Some Of My Other Friends. We Simply Had Too Much Fun And Memories Last Time. Well I Do And Very Miss Those Days. One By One All Of You Left And Hoping The Day You Guys Will Be Back. Desmond, I Remember 2-3 Days Ago I Wrote Something To You At Msn Stated There Very Clearly Regarding About My Feelings Towards You. I Also Dunno What I've Done To Let You All Like Tending To Keep A Distance From Me. I Really Hope One Day You Can Tell Me What You Think About Me. I'm Very Humble To Know. Meiqi, Although I And You Since Day One Didn't Talk To Each Other Much. But Still I Do Treat You As My Friend As Always. You And Weeteng Can Manage To Be Back I'm Just Speechless But Happy. Weeteng, Mmm.. For You I've Really Nothing Much To Say. Because I've Spoken To You And Telling You About My Feelings Le. Just Want To Say You Can Don't Be Friends With Me Its Ok. You Can Hate Me All You Want I'm Fine Too. You Can Love Other People And Do Those Loving Actions In Front Of Me But All This Is Not Going To Stop Me From Loving And Care About You. It May Sounds Silly And Dumb But I Will Just Go By My Feelings Till The Day The Feelings Gone Le Then Its The Day I Really Can Say Goodbye To You. Some Of My Other Friends, You Guys Got Anything Just Give Me A Damm Call. I Will Try My Best To Come Look For You Guys De. Not To Worry.

And Lastly,
Don't Judge Me By The Cover As You Guys Don't Even Know Me Well Enough. Who I'm Referring To They Themself Should Jolly Well Know. You Guys Want To Bad Mouth About Me Or Stab Me On My Back Like I'm A Fool. Please Carry On. End Of The Day Its Not I Do Not Have Friends But Is You People Do Not Have Friends. And I'm Going To Change Not Being The Same Old Dickson Anymore So That I Can Be And Stand Like A Man And Not A Society Burden But Also To Keep Those People Mouth Shut And Have Nothing To Say About ME!! Take Care All Of My Friends Whom Or Who I Stated Here In This Post. May The Day We Shall Meet And Be Friends Again.

Best Regards,
Your Friend Always
Dickson =)

Grats

2009-03-19T14:47:00.008+08:00

Just Want To Say Congrats To Yiling And Shawn For Getting Back Together Again. Well You Two Have Gone Thru Ups And Downs In Life. Now You Two Got Back Together Hope That You Two Will Learn How To Treasure Each Other. Learn To Give In And Take Seriousness In All Kind Of Problems. Seeing You Two Now Only Makes Me Jealous And Happy For The Both Of You.

Well As Me For Me.. I Just Don't Know Why. Tell Myself To Hate Her End Up Love Her Even More, Tell Myself To Let Her Go But End Up Still Concerning And Cares About Her. Tell Myself Don't Bother To Think About The Past. But Still Can't Stop Thinking. There Is Just Too Many Things I Wish To Say To Her But There No Longer A Possible Chance For Me To Do So Le. Although I Feel So Hurt And Pain But If Can Exchange For Her Happiness And Joy All This Process I'm Going Thru Now Is Simply Worth While. How Much I Can Beg And Pray Hoping She Can Realise The Things I've Done And The Love Towards Her Are True. All This Seems Impossible To Take Place. Felt So Wasted And Disappointed. 905 days Of Relationship Be It Good Or Bad But It Still Take Placed Before. Forgetting You Is Just As Good As Tearing Me Into Pieces. Now I Just Dragging My Wounds With Me To Continue Walking And Not Standing There Aimlessly. I Want To Do Something Which Can Show It To You. I'm A Changed Person Which How You Want Me To Be Before. At Least I've Done Those Promises Will Make Me Feel Much More Better. I Do Hope And Wish Is To See You Just For 2 Secs. If I Can Get To See Your Face I Already Felt Very Very Contended And Happy Le.

Just Another Day

2009-03-18T00:47:00.002+08:00

Today Met Up Yiling, Cheryl And Velarie To Amk Kbox. We Reach There Around 2+.. Went In To Room K11. Before We Started Singing. We Order Our Food Which Comes With The Package. But Its Little I Can Say.. Lucky I Bought A Filet O Fish Before Going Up.. LOL! Today Was Jay Chou Fans Can. All The Way For The Past 1 Hour. The Song Selected Was All HIM!! OMG!! Lols But Its Nice Cos Those Song He Sang Was Really Meaningful. I Also Selected Some Song Which I Find Very Memoriable. While Singing I Recall So Much Till I Can Take It But To Carry On Singing As I Felt Very Xin Fu To Sing Those Songs. Den Ltr On I Left And Meet Shawn At Np. We Talk And Walk Around With Adrain. End Up Go 921 Cos They Both Wan Have Their Dinner. Den Vel Meimei Called Me Saying They Gonna Meet Me There.. So I Waited For Them. Soon They Reached And We Sat Down To Talk. Around 9+, 10 Like This We Left For Home. Life Now To Me Is No Longer An Issue Cause Half Of My Body Has Been Gone. I Can Only Slowly Pick Up The Pieces To Form Myself Back To Carry On Walking. Best Of Luck To Myself. =)

2009-03-17T03:48:00.002+08:00

Went Out Quite Late Today To Meet My Brother Shawn. Actually Want Meet David Bro Too.. Too Bad He Went To AMK! Lols.. Dunno Wat So Good Abt Amk Everytime Go There.. Zzz.. Saw Someone Today But Since She Like Dislike Me Den Didn't Talk To Her And Pointless Too. Well Just Want To Say This. I Will Be A New Person From Now On. As The Past Is Too Childish And Lifeless. I Must Get Out Of The Slacking Life ASAP!! Time To Slp Now.. Free Tomorrow Den Update.. Gdbyes..

Memories To Be Kept

2009-03-16T12:48:00.007+08:00

Woke Up Not Long And Here I Am Updating.. Mmm.. To Yiling.. Thanks For Telling Me And Really Meet Up Soon. As For The Rest Of My Close Friend Especially The Special Person, If You Guys Thinks That I'm A Two Sided Face Person Or A Person Whom You Think I Will At People Back Say All The Nonsence Then. No Point Being Friends, To Me Friend Wants To Be Together Most Importantly Is TRUST Follow By FAITH And Lastly FORGIVENESS. If I've Done Anything Or Say Anything Wrong, I Apologize To All Parties Involved. Now I Can See Drawn Line In Front Of Me. 1 Year Ago Was Like That. This Year Also The Same. Am I Such ill Fated? Why Is It Everytime I Started With Good Intentions And People Assume It As A Bad Intention? All I Was Doing Is Giving Care And Concern To My Friends. Telling And Advice Them On What Was Right And What Was Wrong. Am I Wrong? If I Get Scolded For Being Busybody It's Ok. As Long As My Friends Understand Where I'm Heading To And What I'm Speaking To Them Can Le. Ever Since The Start Of This Year. All Bad Things Has Been Falling On Me. Be It Studies, Relationship, Friendships And Etc. I Just Want To Hope All The Bad Things Happening On Me Now Will Go Off AsAp. Lastly Before I End My Post Of The Day, To This Person Whom I Did Treasure And Loved The Most. Now I See You So Happy With The Life You Having Now Also Makes Me Happy. Now I Also Don't Know Why You Don't Want Be Friend With Me. As Long As You Happy I Will Grant And Do Anything As Your Wish. I Just Don't Want You To Feel Sad Or Unhappy. During This Meantime. All The Expections, Advices And Changes You Asked Me To Do Before We Break Up I Will Surely Do And Will Let You See. All Your Efforts Are Not Wasted. Althought Now You And I Can't Be Friends But As What I Always Say. You Are Forever Remembered And Be In A Special Room Of My Heart Where Only Good Memories Are Kept. The Bad I've Forgotten Them Mostly Le. All The Letters, The Gifts And The Meaningful Days That You Spent With Me Was Truely Amazing And I Shall Not Forget Them. If One Day Nobody Is Behind You Supporting You, If One Day Nobody Come For Your Help, If One Day You Need Someone Shoulder To Lean On, If One Day You Need Someone To Care And Loved You With The Deeply Felt Heart, Remember I'm Always Standing Right Here Waiting For You And Its Just Only Meant For You. As And When You Wish To Find Me I Will Be Popping Out Immediately. All The Best To You And Send My Regards To Your Family And Friends.

Friends.

2009-03-15T04:58:00.005+08:00

I've Dunno What I've Done And Nobody Is There To Tell Me Where Goes Wrong, What I Say Is Wrong And Expect Me To Know Them? How? Please Teach Me. Now I've Totally Lost The Person Whom I Wanted To Be With And We Will Be Like Strangers. I Don't Know Who Are The Ones Who At My Back Stabbed Me But Whoever It Is, All I Can Say Is That I Didn't Do Anything Wrong So Far And I Always Giving Advices Only. Why I Ended Up Getting All The Shits Back? If To You All I Can't Be Trusted Then I've Nothing More To Say Le. I Will Leave Automatically. And As For The Misunderstandings, One Day It's Not Going To Be Cleared Up, Its Going To Be In This Way Until? I Also Dunno. Months? Years? Or Maybe Even For Good. Haiish.

I'm Left With Nothing Plus Speechless And Just Want To Be Alone Now.